i haven’t been sleeping well. it means i am in strict rest to try to ease stimulation & rest my sleep deprived brain & body. so i am up only to eat. & allowing self only brief online interaction or things like.. thought.. otherwise eyes closed. & hoping things stabilize soon.
in addition to my ears – which are always screaming at me.. i lie here & listen to the sounds of the house. i love the way the radiators come to life. or the way the house creaks as the weather changes. the wind against the windows. & the church bells. always.. the church bells.
tonight they played: